Alpha-Omega, a beginning and an end, life coming around in full circle, "wa asal balik asil," "kalam baru balik pada kalam asal"
- all these words came to me this last hour as I pondered upon the
origin of Umno in its birthplace, where I, too, grew up fondly in -
Johor Baru.
Will Umno die a natural death at age 70 or from circa
1946 when it was born? And will it be buried in its kampong/village
near Bukit Senyum in Johor Baru?
I am now imbued with nostalgia
of those growing-up years - of place names such as Kampong Mahmoodiah,
Wadi Hana, Wadi Hassan, Bukit Senyum, Jalan Meldrum, and of course
Stulang Laut where my grandparents (long deceased but fondly
remembered) lived - all these bring me back to those memories of the
Johor I once knew ... birthplace of "Malay nationalism" approved and
perhaps sponsored and branded by the colonial masters, so that the
channel of exploitation could still be opened in post-colonial times,
notwithstanding the rhetoric of "Buy British Last" and the "Look East
Policy" of the 1980s Mahathirist era.
Almost weekly to visit relatives, I frequent the vicinity where the Malay para-royalist of Turkish origin Onn Jaafar's (left)
residence was, a British-installed Blenheim-Palace-looking structure
(Blenheim was Churchill's birthplace) that stood on a hill befitting of a
home for a British "little-brown brother".
And that was a Johor
historic site where I am quite sure discussions on the formation of Umno
were held; almost like a "revolutionary-period French salon" to fuel
the opposition to the British proposal of the Malayan Union.
There
was a strange but pleasurable sense of "being a Johorean" back in the
day, even for a little child like me who almost felt that life back then
was about the freedom to roam the kampong/village and walk five miles
to the smoke and dust-filled and Segget River-smelling town of Johor
Baru.
Fun it was too that one would be constantly exposed to the
British names that were installed on the "material landscape of the
city" in the form of street names, buildings, etc - names such as
Larkin, English College, Woodlands, St Joseph School, Our First Lady of
Fatima Church, Lido Beach, and Century Gardens... all these installed at
different periods of history.
And of course there were names of
human beings such as Sir Abu Bakar, Lady Marcella Ibrahim, and those
Malays knighted by the British. And there was the Anglicised JMF or the
Johor Military Force that served as private army to the Johor royalty.
And of course there is this name in English as well, that is now
synonymous with power, dignity, glory, ideology, hegemony and of late
unnecessary idiocy - "United Malays National Organisation” or one
christened as "Umno".
I have been a
philologically-philosophically-semiotically sensitive person and would
be obsessed with thinking about language and reality, how language
constructs or destructs reality, and how language is also reality. "From
word becomes flesh," "kun fayakun (be and thou shall become)," and "Om .... " - all these notions of the primacy of literacy fascinate me.
When
I was a child when I would sit quietly, like Miss Rosa Parks, on the T,
Hakim Bus, the Seng Hup Bus, or the Johor-Singapore Express bus, or any
bus or vehicle I was travelling in and read "signboards" and names of
kampongs, towns and cities, of business store-front signs, whatever...
get intoxicated by language, and start thinking and thinking about how
these places get named and who decides how they are named.
‘High on names’
I
was always "high on names" perhaps not getting as high as the "... Lu
Gua .. Lu Gua gua cakap sama lu - speaking - "Mat Gian" or "Mat Fit" of
Kampong Ubi, Bakar Batu or Tampoi high on shabu or glue or daun ketum or
whatever they were smoking ... but "high on words, concepts, etc”.
Nonetheless, till now I maintain that "highness" for better or for worse
...
Back to Umno's karmic cycle and its rendezvous with moksha (end of cycle of birth and death). How will it all end?
Here
is the essence of these notes - how many generations would it take to
destroy a seemingly good idea of nationalism and would that destruction
be just another phase of a karmic cycle to allow the rebirth of a new
style of consciousness that no longer takes nationalism nor its ugly
child "communal politics" as a mortal ideology but to allow for a
natural birth of the new body with a new spirit?
And that spirit
is of supra-nationalism with a Rawles-ian brand of distributive justice,
foundationed upon cosmopolitanism and the idea of "multiculturalism and
pluralism" in its most intellectual and practical sense - unlike the
one ill-understood by Umno.
And how will other communal-based
parties in Malaysia (MCA, MIC, etc.) meet their death, too - at a time,
as they say in the "Arab Spring", when revolutions will find each one of
us?
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